It's What I Think Of.

mY cOnfesSiOn

God, I know have no shame! But what is this?! I mean c'mon I usually do things without thinking and blabbing words without pausing, I even jump on conclusions with both feet! And guess what, last year I confronted someone and told him that I hate his guts 'cause I love him :x and now I plan to do the same to this guy. WTF!! I'm getting cold feet! OMFHG!!!! C'mon.. I'll update you when I already told him :)

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okay here's the deal,
finally Llyanz made a confe and yipee~ yahoo's server is no longer topak!
so, we had a conference again and I was determined to tell him..
but then, i saw his post and it made me loose control so i bid everyone goodbye and logged out of ym..

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after the walk out scene:

i went out of the house~
i climbed on our roof and saw stray cats..
i talked to them i was like crazy..
kyaaaaa~
the cats were so kawaii
*poof back to reality*
i forgot that i still have the same problem..
i talked to the cats .. even thought they didn't respond to my problems they showed their affection by staying with me the whole time. And as i look into their eyes i was "Gaaah~why do they have to be cute even though they're stray cats!"
and then it was time for me to go to bed..
I slept teary-eyed but i was kinda happy of what those cats did :)